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JJT's story of gambling

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Hello, lets call me to JJT. I am currently 22 years old but gonna turn 23yo at december. I have been playing slots since 2014( when I got of legal age to gamble, 18yo) and market's slotsmachines like from age 9 to this day. Few of ya might know me and my story from Rosh's stream.

So lets begin this miserable journey from fun gambling into gambling addiction.


2014
Ah, finally grown up and I can do what ever I have wanted to. So I started to gamble at PAF.com. First I only played games like jacks or better & double joker poker because those were familiar to me from supermarket's slotmachines. I had pretty good luck with that site and those games, I still have pics from those years where I managed to raise my 20-40€ depo into 400€ cashout. This was huge money to "kid" who was still in school and lived student life. But guess who was stupid and thought that making money with gambling is easy. Oh boy, here we go.

At end of that year my once-in-month 20-40€ depos turned into 20-80€ per week depos. Surprisingly (who would have thought) my deposits were wasted like under 20 mins and I had to depo more until I ragequitted or my daily depolimit went full. I started to play slots like Mega fortune dreams & Starburst with 2€ to 4€ bets. Once for while I cashoutted few hundred of €'s but my depos were much higher than those. Ended year 2014 with 1435,69€ of loss.



2015

New year and better luck with slots? Nah. That 1,4k€ loss still haunted me and once again smart JJT thought that its easy to get it back via gambling. I had graduated from school and gotten my first season job at peat fields. So I earned decent amount money per month and couldn't think anything else where I could waste those than slots.

Now my depos were like 50-100€ in week and I gotta say that I didn't have that much extra money laying around to put them into gambling even though I had a job. But I got some sense in my head and I usually cashoutted my starting depos if I got into profit side and lost those profits. (= kept my starting depo at loss limit). That worked some time but after while I started to chase those millions at Mega Fortune Dreams (pls hit me hard with shovel into head) , well F*CK. I remember when I got upto 800€ with 50€ depo and got greedy aaand spinned it all back into casino with 5€ bet.. Ended year 2015 with 1065,69€ of loss.
 

 

2016
So I had gotten taste of "big" wins so time to get those more. This gonna be in my top10 dumbest ideas -list at very top. That fcking Mega F Dreams was gotten kinda boring and wins were sh!t 99% of time so I heard from friend that leave that sh!itty PAF site and go into legit casinosites like Leovegas, Casumo etc. "gamblers first casinoes" .

Of I went and lose ALOT. I started to play bod (which isn't never good option btw) and betted only 1-2€ per spin cuz that game was whole new thing to me. I usually got bonus kinda easily at that slot but those bonuses paid max 40x bet aand wins were lost quickly.

At this moment I lost every sense what I had left in my head and started to make 100-200€ depoes 3 times in week and my childhood birthday- ,salary etc. savings (had 4,7k€ at bank account in 2013) were gone in weeks. I spinned hundred of spins and €'s into casinoes and after few hundred euro's straight loss streak I closed those casino accounts. I still remember this day that I depoed over 700€ into Rizk casino and didnt get ANY cashouts from there. That site was totally dead to me and so was Casumo; only one 200€ cashout from there and played over 900€ to there.

I opened new casino accounts and closed those after losing few hundreds or euros to them. I was at job just for making money to put into gambling. I never bought nothing real, touchable to me, just those thing that I needed for living. At end of that year I was out of money and my job season had ended. So was gambl... AA HELL NO! 

So I was jobless and had wasted my all savings & moneys into slots so only option was to look for new job. I looked for and looked for but didn't get job. Nobody wanted to hire me because I was just graduated and didn't had any work experience from my profession (I'm an car mechanic) . After half of year doing that job seeking and I just give up seeking jobs. I lived with money which I got unemployment benefit. It just covers foods and barely basic bills (phone, net etc). Once again smart JJT remembered that gambling thingy and its 99% sure chance to make money. Got my next benefit at start of new month and lost all by depoing those moneys away 20€ at time. Feeling was fcking unreal; just had money in my bank account which I should buy my foods and pay bills and now those are gone. AND I DIDN'T GET JACKSH!T with that money. Nothing real, not material, just some computer animation and that's it.

This started that never ending ride which I hopped at age 9 at markets slot machine. I bought whole month's food at one time and paid my bills. Then I wasted leftovers to slots. I got pretty f*cking bad depression at autumn of 2016 (at this time I also found Rosh's livestreams). I played all my moneys into slots and slept days and stayed awake at nights by browsing random vids at youtube and cried silently thinking about suicide etc dark. And losing friendship with my best friend didn't make me feel better at all. I hadn't keep contact to my friends like last 3 months. Just sometimes posted few emotes or words into group messages at whatsapp. Ended year at loss of 5894,04€ Whoa.



2017
Its new years eve and I get message into my phone. "Are you alright? Haven't seen you long time. Dude, what are you doing? I wonder is it possible you to come and spent night with us at party?" I had no interest go to there but somehow I went and it made me much happier. Nobody hadn't give flying f*ck what I was doing last 3 months and then that one friend got worried ( I appreciate him ALOT nowadays) . I told whole situation to him (drunk af ofc) and he was very compassionated. After that that I decided that F*ck this, I had enough and my gambling carrier is over. And it was until summer 2017 came and my season job started. Once again I was at job but this time I wasn't gonna spend my money into gambling.

30€ in into Multilotto, 3 lines, 1€ linebet and 750€ from Pimped. Cashout, 50€ depo and 1100€ from BOD with chicken @5€ bet.  1000€ cashout, remaining 100€ grinded to 400€; C-A-S-H-O-U-T. UNREAL.. Suddenly all my other losses didn't feel so bad at all and I was in good mood after long time. Told about this big win to my friends and they were like "oo, nice one". Except that friend who contacted to me at new years eve. He was dead  serious and he said "JJT, you know what this is going to. You gonna play them all back and also your month's salary". Told him to fuck off, not gonna happen. Lets go into bar and get some beer, I PAY.

Well, he was right. After few weeks of those wins were gone and so was part of my salary. I froze my multilotto acc to one year and opened accounts to every site that I could and blocked them right away. I didn't wanna go 2016 thingy through once again. Somehow gambling stayed at bearable and I survived to 2018 without big tilts. Lost 1894€ at that year


2018
At this year I made sure that my gambling really stops, I spent time to get info about blocking my payment options. BTW,  You can ask from trustly that they will block any money tranfers to casinoes. Before that, I depoed 150?€ and won 1600€ from garga. Once again paid few beers to friends at bar and played almost all of them back to casino. Then I won 300€ from garga once again and cashoutted wins. Under 3 weeks all wins + more had went back into slots. I finally managed to quit gambling at 28.12.2018 when I blocked my last payment option. Loss? 200-300€ at that year


2019
No casinogambling history at this year, YAY!. I usually play 2-20€ to market's slotmachine when I go shopping, sometimes loss streak gets out of hand and I did ragebets. Thats why I dont carry cash anymore in big amounts at shops and my creditcard has also block so I cant play those games. Much more affortable than slots 😄

Gotta say that I fcking glad that its 99% impossible to me  to gamble anymore. At this summer I gonna have money (hopefully :D) to use it into cars & other projects. So far so good. Gladly I don't have any debt due gambling even though I have lose over 10,5k€ in 4 years.


TL;DR
Do not gamble, it's not worth of it.


Have good summer brians and let Rosh gamble for you, don't  waste your monies.

PS. PPL gonna ask proofs, so there they are

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I have respect for you, telling your story this detailed and transparent! It's good to show stories like these, as they make it more relatable to someone who perhaps recognizes the situation they are currently in themself.

Good for you to have found the needed backbone to stop gambling! Did it happen on discipline, or where people around you involved in you blocking your payment options to casinos?

 

Gambling is only worth it if you see it as buying some entertainment. If you consider the deposited money lost, like buying a ticket for a themepark, then your still on the good side of gambling imo. Did yo ustop gambling alltogether>?

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i knew that you had some issues in the past.. didnt know it was this bad.. Glad to see you are in a better state these days ❤️  It makes me think about my actions for sure.. Keep it up! ❤️

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1 hour ago, JJSpeelt said:

I have respect for you, telling your story this detailed and transparent! It's good to show stories like these, as they make it more relatable to someone who perhaps recognizes the situation they are currently in themself.

Good for you to have found the needed backbone to stop gambling! Did it happen on discipline, or where people around you involved in you blocking your payment options to casinos?

 

Gambling is only worth it if you see it as buying some entertainment. If you consider the deposited money lost, like buying a ticket for a themepark, then your still on the good side of gambling imo. Did yo ustop gambling alltogether>?

Thanks. Its much easier to tell my story to you, Brians, troops, mods and so on. Slowly I have been told my story to my friends and showed losses.


Friends and family heard from my problem at 2017. First I refused to take any help and said that I can handle my gambling. TBH. I couldn't and thats why I made sure that nobody will see my banking history etc. After while living at lie, I told to my mom that I have gambling problem and I can't control my money by myself. He knew it but couldn't help me. Just told me to stop it.  I used to draw out all my money from my bank acc and take like 20-40€ with me when I went shopping, out, etc. It was too tempting to leave money hanging at bankaccount. That thing made me want to gamble.

As said, I finally stopped gambling at 28.12.2018 when I blocked all of my payment options. I had read from gambling blocks from anonymous conversation boards and even talked with ppl who have same situation. They inspired me to write message to payment providers. I wrote message where I explained my situation and wanted blocks into casino money transfers. I sent it to trustly, neteller, my bank etc. Trustly gave gambling block easily, didn't get answer from neteller but nevermind. My bank also blocked money transfers to neteller so I can't depo with it anyways. That ended my casino gambling journey.

 

 

1 hour ago, luke_x013 said:

i knew that you had some issues in the past.. didnt know it was this bad.. Glad to see you are in a better state these days ❤️  It makes me think about my actions for sure.. Keep it up! ❤️

Yea, barely talked about those even to fellow mods, just few mentions here and there. Make sure that you don't follow my patch.

No worries, only way is to up!

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Wow @JJT96 We (brians) are proud of you sharing your story. Good that you found your way back and now just watch Rosh gamble and enjoy that aswell. Never spent more than you can lose is your advise! So Brians if you find your way to this forum pay some respect to @JJT96 and listen to his advice! 

 

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Wow, good for you man.

 

i have a story like this, I deposited £50 and withdrew £3950 on my first real online casino session. That was April 2017. I have had massive wins of 10-15k at a time and I have deposited £13k in 1 night. I’m now nearly £50k down and have loans to cover it. I’ve stopped gambling in the last 5/6 weeks, I used gamstop, it worked for like 85% of sites and I try to get on as many sites as I can to block myself when I get the urge to play. 

 

I agree that watching rosh rosh helps me scratch that itch of spinning the reels. 

 

I hope you keep keep it clean all of 2019 @JJT96 I plan to do the same 💪

 

thank you for Sharing your story 

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4 hours ago, E3makaveli said:

Wow, good for you man.

 

i have a story like this, I deposited £50 and withdrew £3950 on my first real online casino session. That was April 2017. I have had massive wins of 10-15k at a time and I have deposited £13k in 1 night. I’m now nearly £50k down and have loans to cover it. I’ve stopped gambling in the last 5/6 weeks, I used gamstop, it worked for like 85% of sites and I try to get on as many sites as I can to block myself when I get the urge to play. 

 

I agree that watching rosh rosh helps me scratch that itch of spinning the reels. 

 

I hope you keep keep it clean all of 2019 @JJT96 I plan to do the same 💪

 

thank you for Sharing your story 

I wish same to you, stay away from slots and learn from your mistakes. Have a summer!

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Hey JJT, thank you so much for sharing your story. It's incredible what you lived through and even more so that you are better today. I can't describe how happy it makes me to hear these stories, that you found a way to deal with it. It takes real courage and willpower, so nothing but respect for you, bro. 

It would be great to update us on how you're doing and I would love to hear how the 2019 went. 

Hope you have an even better rest of the yea and take care!

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Heyo there, leader of Brians. Here is da update. Looking KLEEN still. Dunno where that 0,55€ came from, maybe from Viks.com? That casino sent me email at this year that they are closing that casino.

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